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One last yunjae before my epic trip~

  • Jun. 17th, 2009 at 1:10 AM
yunjae glance~
Title: Cereal
Author: anoukinparis
Pairing: YunJae
Genre: Romance/Fluff?
Rating: PG
Summary: Just a cute (I think?) little oneshot from Jae's POV. It's ridiculous, but I missed writing more lighthearted things. xD;

A/N: On Thursday I'm leaving for the United Kingdom  with my sister and I'm AKHSJAGHJSGAGS EXCITED HAJSHKJAHSHAJDAJGD *spazzes* England and Scotland and Wales for two and half weeks will be utterly amazing~ The only bad thing is that I wanted to finish the sequel to The Right Guy before I left and a new chapter for my other YunJae, and obviously that won't be happening. Why do I fail so much at updating?? Bleh.

But anyways! I just wanted to say that I SHALL be updating those once I get back, and that I'll miss you guys! You inspire me so much, truly~ Thanks for being such awesome readers!! ;____; <3

Cereal~ )

The Right Guy

  • May. 22nd, 2009 at 7:14 AM
yummy yummy screw
Title: The Right Guy (oneshot)
Author: anoukinparis
Pairing: YunJae
Genre: Romance/Angst
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Yunho meets him by chance while bartending at a gay bar - a teasing, matter-a-fact, enigmatic stranger that quickly becomes a part of his life, whether Yunho is ready for it or not.

A/N: Maybe I'll write a sequel to this? I'm not sure, but I'm kind of in love with this fic, especially Jae ;~; God, I'm so biased. I hope you all enjoy! Comments are loved~ <3

Even MORE YunJae lovin~ 8D

  • May. 7th, 2009 at 1:08 AM
adorable jaejoong smiley
Title: With the Sun (Chp 5/Part 2)
Author: anoukinparis
Pairing: YunJae/YooSu (minor)
Genre: Drama/Romance/Angst
Rating: PG-13/R
Summary: Just before a horrible accident, Junsu and Yoochun decided to adopt a little girl. Now she is left in Jaejoong's care, who tries to deal with the loss of his friends, the arrival of someone else in his life, and the possibility of a second chance with Yunho. But love has a way of doing lots of strange things.

A/N: i am so. sorry. this took forever. gah. double gah. but! school is finally over for me (first year of college, where did it fly to??) and now i can (hopefully) spend more time working on this and less time trying not to procrastinate on homework. 8D hajshajhdasajsh i am way too excited to post this chapter xD ridiculously excited, actually. so why the hell am i still talking, on with the yunjae~!

as always, comments are loved and appreciated~ <3

A mess, but a gorgeous mess. A caring and fuckable mess. Messy hands. They touched everywhere. )

Liquid grin

  • Apr. 22nd, 2009 at 12:15 AM
watermelly~

Title: Liquid grin
Author: Anoukinparis
Pairing: Yunjae
Genre: Romance (oneshot)
Rating: PG-13?
Summary:  You turn to me, slowly. Everyone around us is still chattering, but it's hard to try and pay attention when your voice is no longer a part of it.

A/N: I feel like a traitor to my own story - I'm still working on the next chaper for With the Sun, and I know that people were all anxious about the yunjae sex love, and that I promised it would go up soon and that I fail but please don't hate me ;~; lmao I'm working as hard as I can! And yet inspiration, as always, comes at the strangest times. So that's my only excuse for this~ xD

comments are love~ <3

Liquid grin... )

Ready for some YunJae lovin? 8D

  • Mar. 13th, 2009 at 2:38 AM
watermelly~
Title: With the Sun (Chp 5/Part 1)
Author: anoukinparis
Pairing: YunJae/YooSu (minor)
Genre: Drama/Romance/Angst
Rating: PG-13/R
Summary: Just before a horrible accident, Junsu and Yoochun decided to adopt a little girl. Now she is left in Jaejoong's care, who tries to deal with the loss of his friends, the arrival of someone else in his life, and the possibility of a second chance with Yunho. But love has a way of doing lots of strange things.

A/N: -stabs homework- I AM SO GLAD THIS IS FINALLY UP DEAR LORD. As always, I wanted this to go up much sooner, but I just couldn't stop adding more to the chapter lmao. And my professors apparently don't understand the dire need I have to write YunJae like...whenever I damn well please.

BUT ANYWAYS. xD This chapter was by far my favorite one to write, so I hope all you guys enjoy~ and just as a warning, things are gonna get a lot more intense in the next part...don't say I didn't warn you ^o^

Obviously something must have been missing if you were so willing to screw around on a couch. )

ASHJAHDSKJHA FINALLY!

  • Feb. 20th, 2009 at 1:08 AM
watermelly~
Title: With the Sun (Chp 4)
Author: anoukinparis
Pairing: YunJae/YooSu (minor)
Genre: Drama/Romance/Angst
Rating: PG-13/R
Summary: Just before a horrible accident, Junsu and Yoochun decided to adopt a little girl. Now she is left in Jaejoong's care, who tries to deal with the loss of his friends, the arrival of someone else in his life, and the possibility of a second chance with Yunho. But love has a way of doing lots of strange things.

A/N: I'm terrible, I really am. ;~; This was supposed to go up sooo long ago. I hope people still remember this story lmao. But! I already have the next chapter planned out cause it's gonna be broken up into two parts hint: Ae Cha's birthday pary! and there will be plenty of yunjae coming up then...-innocence innocence-  so please try and be patient with me!

Comments are love~ <3

Do you ever remember him vacuuming before? )

Jae's my muse forever xD

  • Feb. 11th, 2009 at 2:24 PM
watermelly~

The weather here is rainy and blah and I think I look kinda blah, so if it's a blah day for you too I hope this cheers you up! :D Yay for singing!

wrote this when I should have been reading for Islamic History...intense class, man

Words! )
Words! )

Real

  • Feb. 4th, 2009 at 8:36 AM
watermelly~
Title: Real
Author: anoukinparis
Pairing: Yunjae
Genre: Angst/Romance/Drama
Summary: Well, the gorgeous day doesn't know anything. It doesn't know that I'm breaking while you're walking away with your coat still slung across your arm, hair tossed in that annoyingly, impeccably casual way you always work so hard on.

A/N: Another one-shot I want to dedicate to Kimmie, [info]straw_kiwibecause ilu, bb~ I'm still working on your story too, imie ^_~ <3 

Real . . . )

ahsjahsjhashajh

  • Jan. 31st, 2009 at 1:22 PM
watermelly~
I just really need to get some things out, and...I'm not sure how else to do it except through writing, and I don't really care if anyone reads this or not; I'm just feeling like I'm about to crack and I need to get some of these things off my chest and hopefully out of my thoughts before my dad comes. Because I really don't want to be like this around him.

I can't really remember the last time I've felt this anxious, and the fact that he's coming in thirty minutes just makes it...idek. My dad's coming to visit me today because in a few days he'll be moving down to Georgia to live with his fiancee. I love my dad and all, and it just makes me feel like a horrible person and a horrible daughter that I really don't want to see him right now. Because I know when I do I'm going to start getting emotional, and I've already cried so much last night just thinking about it...I just want to skip the whole goodbye. I don't even want to deal with it, and I know it's incredibly childish, I just...I hate that it feels so much farther away, and I hate that he's acting as if moving isn't a big deal, and I hate thinking that after today the next time I'm going to see him will be at his fucking wedding.

It's so weird to even try and imagine it. I've known it'd be happening for a while, but I don't think it's really sunk it at all. I keep realizing it at the weirdest times, and it's just...I haven't even thought about any of this, the divorce, his wedding, any of that for such a long time and now it's hitting me all over again. I can't stop thinking about it. I think this weekend in general has just sucked, and it definitely didn't help that my roommate and her friend got completely trashed last night in our room. And then proceeded to make out with these two guys who also came over. Her friend kept taking my food and was all, "oh, can I borrow your blanket?" "can i borrow some chap stick?" ugh ajskahkshakj they weren't even big things but so much of it was just so annoying. I drank a little too, but...nowhere near their level and when everyone left, I just felt really, really alone. The room was trashed and I wasn't sure when my roommate would be back, and I was thinking about my dad and crying and I just felt really pathetic. -__-

I actually need to start getting ready before my dad comes, so I feel like I should probably end this soon. And before I go off about even more stuff. Ugh I just really needed to get all of that written down. Sorry for the random explosion, for anyone actually reading. I don't usually just write stuff like this in here. And I'm hoping I'll still have fun today, I don't want to keep being like this. -sigh-

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Morning~

  • Jan. 25th, 2009 at 4:10 AM
watermelly~

Title: Morning
Author: anoukinparis
Pairing: Yunjae
Genre: Fluff
Rating: PG-13?
Summary:  And soon you're collapsing onto the bed, not even bothering with your clothes, glasses perched haphazardly on your nose as you find your niche against my body.

A/N: I hope this fluff revives you,[info]bishie_pixie xD

 

Morning )

Chapter Three~!

  • Jan. 24th, 2009 at 2:45 PM
big eyes = love

Title: With the Sun (Chp 3)
Author: anoukinparis
Pairing: YunJae/YooSu (minor)
Genre: Drama/Romance/Angst
Rating: PG-13/R
Summary: Love has a way of doing lots of strange things. Love made Yoochun and Junsu adopt a baby girl. Love made Jae take her in after the terrible accident. But most importantly, love pulled Yunho into his life again.

A/N: I wanted this chapter to go up last weekend ago, but alas~ School~ xD This chapter is definitely less depressing then the last two...at least, I hope it is! lmao I'm finally delving into more Yunjae here and loving it so I can't wait to start on the next chapter ^o^

Thank you sooo much for everyone who's read~~ My Bambi and I love you all <3
 

Jaejoongie. )

Shout-out time!! :D

  • Jan. 20th, 2009 at 2:04 PM
watermelly~

Well, I was just sitting and pondering and then I thought, "You know what I should do? Make a video for my lj friends!" So that's what I did. xD

I hope to make more later on, but for now A HUGE HELLO AND HUG to:

[info]xiahki  

[info]straw_kiwi [info]rangikucharlize [info]imie_schweetzel[info]dreamrainydays [info]yaoi_hoshi [info]stephyalexis & [info]lovelykitten8

And to everyone else who's my friend!! <3

P.S. Please ignore how the sound kinda fails. x__x
 

 

 
 

Selective desire

  • Jan. 9th, 2009 at 3:19 AM
watermelly~
Title: Selective desire
Author: anoukinparis
Pairing: Yunjae
Genre: Smut
Rating: R/NC-17
Summary: You want his hands and he wants your lips and maybe that sort of selective desire is all it takes.

A/N: Dedicated to[info]yaoi_hoshi</lj> & [info]dreamrainydays</lj> because I told them I would write Yunjae smut months ago and I've always wanted to dedicate smut to someone. 8DD what

cries why is it always in public? one of my many yunjae fantasies anyways, first time writing something like this for them, soooo...yay accomplishment? -hugs self- :D

Enjoy~~

You want...he wants... )

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One beautiful kaleidescope

  • Jan. 7th, 2009 at 3:42 PM
watermelly~
Title: With the Sun (Chp 2)
Author: anoukinparis
Pairing: YunJae/YooSu (minor)
Genre: Drama/Romance
Rating: PG-13/R
Summary: Love has a way of doing lots of strange things. Love made Yoochun and Junsu adopt a baby girl. Love made Jae take her in after the terrible accident. But most importantly, love pulled Yunho into his life again.

A/N: thank you to everyone who's read ^^ you guys are the best yunjae forever

He remembered how much he wanted them to be happy even though it made no sense at all. )

My two loooooooves <3

  • Jan. 2nd, 2009 at 9:26 AM
watermelly~

Title: With the Sun (Ch 1?)
Author: anoukinparis
Pairing: YunJae/YooSu (minor)
Genre: Drama/Romance
Rating: PG-13/R
Summary: Just before a horrible accident, Junsu and Yoochun decided to adopt a little girl. Now she is left in Jaejoong's care, who tries to deal with the loss of his friends, the arrival of someone else in his life, and the possibility of a second chance with Yunho. But love has a way of doing lots of strange things.

A/N: Dude, wtf. I get stuck with writer's block, was told to write some YunJae bondage smut, and here I am attempting to do another angsty chapter fic. Ajhjhsjahsakj I'm a happy person, I swear! ^o^ This idea struck me a loooong time ago, so I decided to finish the part I had started before and post it on here to..see what happens? I blame YunJae. -points- They inspire me in strange ways.

OH AND BTW. I've missed all my f-list people. D: One of my resolutions this year is to actually get to know you guys, since school kept me busy for most of 2008. I'm such a good student :3 -youtubing yunjae like a mad woman- So yay for a fresh new year filled with boundless opportunities! ^^

And as always always always, comments are loved~ <3

I need you here. )

I really can't help myself...

  • Nov. 5th, 2008 at 12:46 AM
adorable jaejoong smiley

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! BARACK OBAMA IS OUR NEW PRESIDENT OMFG YAY YAY YAY HAPPY DAY :DDDDDDDDDD -flails and cries and flails some more and dances and hugs and dies- 8DDD

I can't remember the last time I've been this fucking HAPPY. Or actually this PROUD to call myself an American.

Barack Obama, you're my hero. :D

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

EQUALITY <3 UNITY <3 PEACE <3 CHANGE

YES WE CAN  YES WE DID!!!!

<33333333333333333333

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Ahhh~! YunJae~!

  • Oct. 30th, 2008 at 12:38 AM
watermelly~
Title: Simple, isn't it?
Author: anoukinparis
Pairing: YunJae/JaeHo
Genre: Angst/Romace (what else? ^^;)
Rating: PG-13?
Summary: You almost always talk during it. Sometimes your voice is muffled by the pillow case. Sometimes unsteady, thick, choking out just a few words only to release into a low moan. Sometimes rushed, and you never actually say it. Too much for that. But I know it's what you need.

A/N: ...I'm alive, I swear! -flails- I'm alive and seriously craving YunJae and beating myself upside the head because it's taken me such a long time to actually put an idea down on paper and tired and omg I really need to write more ajskajdkajdkj. I really hope I haven't lost the support from all you dear readers out there ;~; You guys mean so much to me, truly <3

I think this is bad, and I'm slightly nervous about posting it. But I must try to get out of this slump. I hate it. It's dark and lonely. xD

As always, comments are loved and appreciated <333


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Why am I not sleeping yet??

  • Oct. 14th, 2008 at 12:37 AM
watermelly~

Sooo. It's past midnight, and I'm still not tired. Nope. Took an effing long nap, and skipped classes today because I didn't feel well, so maybe it's karma? Or maybe I'm just thinking too much.
Anyways, I've been mindlessly doing memes/taking random quizzes, and one of them was "Which DBSK member are you?"
And then I found something even more interesting. "Who is your DBSK manslave?" I know right. xDDD
Naturally, I had to take these~
Oh. Also. I'm not really sure why everything's bold, but I couldn't get rid of it. o__o So whatever, lmao


My results?? )

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Another meme~~

  • Oct. 13th, 2008 at 11:16 PM
watermelly~


This time I got tagged by

[info]shuttist xD
And I suppose I should just do this instead of actually working on homework, right? Right.

-flailing over her own icon-
Okay. On with the meme~
 

 

Meme time :D )


I'm tagging:
[info]xiahki
[info]dreamrainydays
[info]borealwolf
[info]vicshi
[info]lovelykitten8
[info]stephyalexis
[info]inoueageha
[info]soft_daisy

I'm not like, demanding you guys do this. xD I just think it's fun~
And I'm sorry for leaving anyone out, these were the first few people that came to mind.
<3
 

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F is for...8D

  • Oct. 13th, 2008 at 12:55 PM
adorable jaejoong smiley

Sorry this isn't a story D: But it's a meme! A letter one! I've never actually posted one in my journal, and I'm excited about it since my junsuahh

[info]xiahki gave me my letter, and...yeah. Since I'm not really doing anything important here goes~ I have to list ten things I love that begin with the letter 'F'

If you comment, I get to give you a letter too! :D -nudge-


1) FLASH!!! i fail so hard because i didn't even think of him at first. but oh well. i love him so much it hurts sometimes when i realize he isn't real xD but i don't care, he belongs to changmin, and they're amazing together, and asjahdjhahsjh i still fucking love his bull riding dreams ;___; it will so happen the flash pwns~ <3

2) Fail moments in life~ just because it's truly an everyday experience xD i fail when i talk. i fail when i go to wrong classes and i don't even realize it until it's over. i fail getting perverted jokes sometimes, which makes me really sad. i fail with junsuahh all the time.

3) FOOD. o___o yeah. food. it's an awesome thing.

4) Fraises (translation: strawberries) 8DDD nothing against using foreign languages, right? which brings me to the next one...

5) FRENCH/FRANCE~~ maybe you guys know so already, maybe not, but i'm in love with everything about france. paris is gorgeous. nutella rocks my socks. i've been taking french for four years, gonna take four more in college, and i want to be fluent so bad D:
and my beloved flash is from france <3

6) FRIENDS! <3333 this one is pretty obvious, lol. but this is to all my real life friends, all the friends i've met on lj, everyone who's made my life just so much better. i really do love you guys~ -group hug- :D

7) Fandom~~ so hard to think back when i wasn't obsessed with jaeho and the boys in general 8D i don't think i wanna go back, honestly.

8) FLAILING! thanks for this, babe! xD i really do flail quite a bit. isn't the word flail itself just so much win? seriously. flailing is just like, a natural state now whenever i watch the boys. or when jaeho's really cute to each other. whyyy. i fucking love them D: okay moving on

9) Fruit snacks! ^__^ i literally have a box of spongebob fruit snacks right next to my desk. and i'm a college student what? but they're just so good ajdskjsdkjsk care bear and disney princess fruit snacks also get honorable mentions <333

10) anddd...um. OH. FIREWORKS. -spazz- fireworks get me so pumped. i love them. omfg fireworks. this summer i went to disney world with my family and the fireworks there were AMAZING. so, so pretty and colorful ;__;
 

 

ahh, thanks for reading!
^^

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